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| 怎麼說起呢？總之我三天裡沒有怎麼吃和睡，一下子突然就能穿起以前因為太肥穿不下的褲子。人生一定有高低本是平常事，亞姐我不是經不起風浪的人，一次又一次的錯折會令我更加堅強﹑成熟。
雖然近來有時我很難過，但我不能天天都在哭呀！哭又有何用呢？我堅強，我身邊的人才會堅强，我知道Raymond 一定不會令我失望，因為在過去的幾年間，他從沒有令我失望過。我唔知將來會點，但我知一定會更好。
當初跟raymond 在一起的時侯，他還是個沒有才華讀art 的窮學生，前景黑暗，只是四年的時間裡，他就改變成現在這樣，以這個年紀來算已經是事業有成，為了我們這一個家，他完成了許多不能完成的任務，也叫以前小看他的人不敢再小看他，因為他已遠遠超越他們。
四年，我們的下一個四年一定會更好，我相信raymond 為了我們家一定又會在事業上蹬上另一個高峰，之後我們就會有小孩，live happily ever after, 吹呀！
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| The most devastating thing i know i will never learn to handle to is dealing with friends and family members passing away. I cried even when a person who likes him passed away. Why didn't he just choose to live a little longer, then he will meet Raymond and even able to see our kids. And why did a person just looks like him passed away too? Maybe i am so attached to this face and time he spent with me in my childhood. How can i let go? how am i supposed to deal with this ordeal?
Long lost friend emailed me today saying she was mentally ill in the pass few years and had committed suicide several times. I used to mad at her for not keeping touch with me, but now i found out the reason, and i just feel devastating. I wish as long as I am consciously living in this world, no one i know would do this to themselves. Is it that hard to live? Is life that hopeless to them? Every time i think of their passings is like a knife stab in my heart, you can't breath and you can't scream. You just suffocate and feel pure pain.
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Why do I still like this movie?
Well I was once Gwyneth Paltrow's fan back in the days......Just forget the book for a while and think it is another total different story, then you will like this movie.
This movie is awesome because it was filmed when Gwyneth Paltrow and Ethan Hawke were in their best shapes. They were young and sexy and Gwyneth Paltrow herself defined the word "elegant". I don't expect Hollywood to produce movies with lots of imageries and meanings, but this movie is a fantasic visual pleasure (even better if you like Gwyneth Paltrow).
Sometimes I wish Gwyneth Paltrow never come back to make new movies, especially movies that ruin her well-established elegance. I hate Iron Man. My god those stupid movies make everybody look stupid in it. I feel kinda heartbreaking watching her acting in that stupid movie. Sigh. 以前係脱俗，而家係俗. Damn heartbreaking for her fans like me. ......T.T
oh, btw, Ethan Hawke looks like 亞叔 right now,,,,hella disappointing.....Well, so when I said this movie was filmed when they both were in their best shape, I mean it. Now they lost their things because of ....AGING! (Again, life/time never stops to amaze/shock people) Youth is god damn precious!
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| 肥的理由
大美人一句金句：「沒有醜的女人，只有懶的女人」。不對，這個世界上絕對有醜的女人和又醜又懶的女人，人在美國就更加懶，有理由也有藉口。
Reason 1 :Who fuckin' care ？
Reason 2 :Why do I have to starve myself? I am a human and I need to eat! I need to eat to survive, to keep myself energetic and able to cope with stress.
Reason 3: I do not want to look like those bony hong kong girls. Yes I want to be skinny, but I don't wanna be bony. Being chubby isn't that bad. And why do I always wanna be skinny? Why?
Reason 4: Food is good and life is short. I don't wanna miss all these great food. Why abuse yourself?
Reason 5: Maybe Hong Kong is really too small and crowded. People can't tolerate anything bigger. They all like tiny little things. But i am in the states, everything and everybody are bigger, I still have space to grow bigger.
After all, I am in the right size according to BMI scale.
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| 太陽城劄記
藝術
億萬個輝煌的太陽
呈現在打碎的鏡子上
命運
孩子隨意敲打著欄杆
欄杆隨意敲打著夜晚
祖國
她被鑄在青銅的盾牌上
靠著博物館黑色的板牆
和平
在帝王死去的地方
那支老槍抽枝 發芽
成了殘廢者的拐杖
愛情
恬靜。雁群飛過
荒蕪的處女地
老樹倒下了，嘎然一聲
空中飄落著鹹澀的雨
自由
飄
撕碎的紙屑
生活
網
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